i can take you away from here.
november 1st was the AC/DC concert in chicago, which i forgot to mention. it was amazing.
nothing exciting throughout the week. november 5th was very hard and i cried multiple times throughout the day. it was so hard to cope with the fact that we would have been together for a year. even harder to think about the reason we weren’t together for it; me. why did i screw us up? i don’t know. what i do know, is that i’m going to make this work. i have to. why? because i love you.
friday we had a half day of school. so i rode the bus home, walked in the snow, got inside, asked my sister to take me to jamii’s, packed, got mcdonalds, went to jamii’s house. i ate my lunch and we talked. then we went to mando’s for the whole day because his parents were gone. so we hung out there and ended up partying that night. seth drove me and jamii home and we laughed a lot and then passed out.
so saturday, i wake up and me and jamii go downstairs. as soon as jamii hops in the shower i get a phone call and get lectured. i started crying. but then we got ready and went to mando’s and hung out with him, hunter, danny, and jacob. then mando left, we stayed there for a half hour, then me and jamii walked to her house. then my parents picked me up and we went to slugger’s! yum, i love that place. then i went home and got ready. then the ex picked me up, we drove around, fought, made up, talked, had a run in with the cops, he took me home, we talked for a bit, i fell asleep at 8 am. then woke up at 11. now i’m here.
today will either be good or boring. either way, i don’t really care. i’d rather get to do something fun. but if i end up just staying home it’s alright.
i’m happy.
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