December 11, 2008

when you look me in the eyes, and tell me that you love me..

every thing’s alright, when you’re right here by my side.
when you look me in the eyes, i catch a glimpse of heaven.
i find my paradise, when you look me in the eyes.
how long will i be waiting, to be with you again?
gonna tell you that i love you in the best way that i can.
i can’t take a day without you here,
you’re the light that makes my darkness disappear.

i love so much to hear that you miss me and want to be with me and you still love me and you still want to marry me and you think we’re meant to be and you know we’ll find a way to make this work. but i hope you realize it doesn’t mean shit since you’re still chasing after her. it doesn’t mean anything since you’re trying to work things out with her instead of working them out with me. you’re pursuing her when i should be the one you’re chasing. who makes you happier, her or me? if you could pick one person to be with and have things work, who would it be, her or me? who do you see yourself with, her or me? who do you like more, her or me? who do you want, her or me? i miss you a lot. i just don’t get why we don’t just try now.

whatever.
i hope you know i’m hoping you guys fail.
sorry, i’m a bitch.
but love makes people crazy.